For someone special
Daddy its now April 15, 2012, its been 9 Long years and it's you're Birthday today and my heart still holds you close
I had a hard time after you died, I wanted to be with you so badly that I almost ended my life
you was my only family who ever cared about me I know this now.
I miss you every day that comes and I know when my time comes I will once again be with you
in heaven or where you are I am going to be there with you I promise
I will look every where for you and I will not stop looking until I find you
Mamma's getting older and I have been worried that she will leave me also
she is all I have of our family any more, we talk often and she is sick a lot and I worry for her
she still says mean things about you but deep down I know she does care and still love you.
its been so lonely with out you daddy I miss talking with you over a cup of coffee I miss the
little jokes you liked to play on the kids, I still fix you a plate at supper time, and I talk to you as if you were here
I miss you so much daddy and I know I can not wait to see you when my time comes
I use to be scared to die but I am not afraid any more because I know I will be there with you
Happy Birthday Daddy
love always mea!
Died April 10/2003
Sound of Silence
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